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~ Saint Agnes ~Hagiography or autobiography ?
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My eternal life was like that. From towns to towns, from castles to manors, from one name to anotjer one, from preys to another preys. In the end of the 21st century, nothing could let predict that upheaval going to change my life.
This evening, I was coming back from a boring party. I haven't find nothing to eat. Helene, the new young chambermaid, was making my bed.
When I want to, I can be very silent, like all the vampires. Despite that tiresome supper, I was in a tease mood and I surprised her.
Oh ! Madam, you frightened me
I burst out laughing.
Come and undress me...
Suddenly, while she was unlacing my corset, I wanted her. The woman, not the prey.
Madam, Madam what are you doing ?
Ooooh ! If the priest could see me naked, in front of you !
- Oh no ! Madam, it's not nice...
- Let me do, you silly thing...
I... Ooooooh !
Oh... Madam made me things...
I was watching her, lying on the carpet, languid. Her face bathed with pleasure tears, move me deeply. Yes, I made things to her but she did also: I was fallen in love with her. I did loved this young. A forbidden and impossible love: sooner or later: I couldn't help drinking her blood.
I left the castle, flying aimlessly, my heart consumed with this sudden passion.
I flied, I flied. And I settled in England, in Stonehenge.
And here, perched on the higher stone, that stones older than me, ..,
I was hungry. As bad luck for them, a couple met here. Under my eyes, near my claws and near my fangs.
I swooped down on them and took them. I didn't want to eat them here. The place was not very quiet. I knew a cave, not very far where I put them down
I was mad with rage and despair. The poor couple was going to pay for that.. The predator I am, don't have compassion. I am hungry, I eat. And if the blood has a taste of fear, it is better.
(click on the woman or on the man to see 2 closer plans )
I ate the man first, then I raped him. Nearly replete, but magnanimous, I pulled his member out, giving him a real death.
Emptied of blood, he wouldn't rediscover life as a vampire.
The girl would be a pretty vampire...
I was very feline with her and played a long time with her. Then I left her to her fate hanging on her tiptoes, near her dying boyfriend,
In the early hours, Helene was waiting for me. She got up early, assuming that I was probably in a party, and knowing that I would need some help to undress me. I thing she was also waiting for me to make love. She adored me, poor Helene. As my human part loved her despairingly.
When I appeared suddenly from the night, she surprised me. I overreact like the wild animal I am. A beast with claws and fangs.
On this morning, she discovered what I am really : a bloodthirsty vampire.
My beloved Helene. She accepted my explainations, my story, the truth I told her.
- Poor Madam. I shed tears over you. But I do love you. And you do love me. In all honesty I know you are a woman of great kindness and that, never you would hurt me.
Poor girl. She didn't understand, she could not understand. During this night, this last night, we made love.
(click on Hélène to see a closer plan)
On the next day, I slipped away like a thief in the night.
And two days after, I left le Hâvre on a ship bound to New-York.
(click me to see a closer plan )
Helene was to find the letter:
My sweet love I am worst than your artless and blessed mind can imagine. I have to go away. Far away. I made a notarial deed and all the Lizaigne estate is yours now, with the private income. Don't try to find me: I would be a curse for you. Forgive me those moments of happiness, I was wrong to give you. And I allow myself. My dear Helene, I leave, I disappear from your life. Forget your Madam, forget your Agnès. I leave because I love you. Because I love you forever. Agnes, the former baroness of Lizaigne |
to be continued...